It has been an unbelievably difficult few years. I have made horrible mistakes of which there are no excuses. I have paid for my mistakes and those that did not belong to me. I'm not here to make excuses, i am here to move forward. I will continue to fight for what i have been, minus one. I will not protect those who do not offer the same for me. I will not trust without reason. I will press on. I will find hope. I will be better every new day, than I was the day before.